Good morning. Almost 2 months I've been M.I.A. How's everything? Is everything OK? Hellyeahhh. Such in trend, every time I posted my post, it was end of month. Today is the last day of February (my common words), and hello to March. Already 2 months completed for year 2013, still remain 10 months for us to enjoy the year.
What to share, huh?? Ok, first thing. My career. Let comment this. What I've been through these past few months, i really wanna quit. Why? Good salaries were offered, job/task given not that burden me, house and car also available. What else I am not satisfy with?? That was the question been asking by my manager, but not about the house, salary, car, house and all of that. ONLY, what a thing that I am NOT Satisfy with? "Is there any problem related with your job?" I answered, "YES!". That word directly came out from my lips. You know why I wanna quit? Yes, I have everything. Worth to work with this co, only that I am lack of knowledge/experience with this industry. I have really a zero knowledge about oil palms. Since I have no knowledge/experience, what do you expect me to teach smallholders on how to take care of their oil palms garden?? How to fertilize, manure, prune, disease detected, chemical? Babe, I know nothing about this! Felt guilty to receive an amount of money that I am not deserve to. That's why I want to quit. BUT, my manager said that I can learn all of that will my colleagues who are expert in this areas. Yeah, easy just like piece of cake la you said like that. The one who in trouble is me. Hmmm. True for my manager statements, I can learn, but who willing to teach me? Take it easy, breath in, breath out. Fuhhh. So I set on mind, I took this challenge before when I decided to working here, why not I proceed until I gain enough experience, after then, if I decide wanna quit for next future time, I can do it. And I have to be more grateful for what I have now. I am too young having such experiences where rarely of outside there can get mine. This job opportunity, I have to thanks Lord to give me a valuable opportunity. Many people out there are struggling to get a single job to survive, to get hired , right?? That is why I have to stay in this co. Appreciate it, Agnes. Stay until I have a plan B. Yes, that suppose I have to do. I found some motivation words, which it states like this " Quit = Fail , Try & Adjust = Success". The quote has boost my spirit (I think). Hahahaha. And one thing about myself, I never been serious for a single thing I do. At the early stage, yes, I'm motivated, then after that, it slowly gone. That spirit come to nothing. My bad.
Love??
Empty heart means No Love? I haven't find my Mr. Right. Sabo jak la. Less effort to get one maybe? Or I'm not that marketable. Hahahahaha.. Am I for sale, babe? For sure, no. When it comes about love, I can't talk so much because I don't have one either. How come I can talking about love without that sense full of love? Just wait and see. Love can wait, because love is blind. Nonsense talking, am I?? Alright2. Enough with that not-so-famous-words! Time's up. 5 minutes left that I have my break time. 11am is nearby. Until we meet again. cheerio.
Peace,
