You,
Yes, you are the one that I dreamt about,
I dream about you every night lately.
But, why?
Why must you, boy?
Is that because you were thinking about me,
Or because I never let you go actually??
I don't know what is happening with myself now.
Why can't I accept that you were not mine anymore?
You are belong to your wife.
Why can't I get it over?
What am I expected from you?
No, I do not expecting something from you.
I just need more time to heal my wound,
Even though its already 4 years passed,
Its still bleeding.
Your happiness is my suffering.
Anyway, I hope my feeling is temporary,
I believe I will get myself free,
Free from this suffer.
Peace,
Love....
Ms. Loneliness
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Kookoo was missing.
Hello...
Last week I posted in my entry about a puppy named Kookoo, right? It has been 8days, kookoo was missing. Actually, Kookoo was a puppy who played around within my house areas. It so tame. At the first place, i dont want to play with it, until when i dont realised about it, i came to like that puppy. Was that because of it too cute, it like to came over to my house. Whenever i reached and park my car, it waited for me out from the car and then follow me from behind. Then, i gave it with some foods. I enjoyed to watch Kookoo enjoying its food. I started to love Kookoo.
And I cried about Kookoo. Seriously, I cried hard because it feels like I had lost something precious in my life. Something/someone I love for the most, has left me alone. The feeling lost of something, thats it. Everytime I think about Kookoo, I really cried about it. Where it has gone? Was it doing well? How about if Kookoo was not feed enough by it new owner?
When I started to love you, then you leave me. I hope Kookoo is happy with it new owner whoever they are and keep it well.
Peace,
Will miss you.
Last week I posted in my entry about a puppy named Kookoo, right? It has been 8days, kookoo was missing. Actually, Kookoo was a puppy who played around within my house areas. It so tame. At the first place, i dont want to play with it, until when i dont realised about it, i came to like that puppy. Was that because of it too cute, it like to came over to my house. Whenever i reached and park my car, it waited for me out from the car and then follow me from behind. Then, i gave it with some foods. I enjoyed to watch Kookoo enjoying its food. I started to love Kookoo.
And I cried about Kookoo. Seriously, I cried hard because it feels like I had lost something precious in my life. Something/someone I love for the most, has left me alone. The feeling lost of something, thats it. Everytime I think about Kookoo, I really cried about it. Where it has gone? Was it doing well? How about if Kookoo was not feed enough by it new owner?
When I started to love you, then you leave me. I hope Kookoo is happy with it new owner whoever they are and keep it well.
Peace,
Will miss you.
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Rainy Day
Salam. =)
Xda berita gembira atau sedih sebenarnya. Cuma terbuka hati utk berblog ni. Cuaca hari ini x menentu. Pagi tadi panas terit, petang ni hujan pula.
Last weekend my family visited me. They came over to my workplace. They stayed with me. Happy! Even though for one night. That's should be enough. My mom cooked for me too. What a day. =)
I also got a new friend. It called as Kookoo. This puppy very friendly.
Hopefully I can keep it in my house, because this company discourage to keep a dog. What da....
Oh.. I miss KooKoo already. Hope KooKoo is ok and please don't get cold because its raining outside.
Peace,
Xda berita gembira atau sedih sebenarnya. Cuma terbuka hati utk berblog ni. Cuaca hari ini x menentu. Pagi tadi panas terit, petang ni hujan pula.
Last weekend my family visited me. They came over to my workplace. They stayed with me. Happy! Even though for one night. That's should be enough. My mom cooked for me too. What a day. =)
I also got a new friend. It called as Kookoo. This puppy very friendly.
Hopefully I can keep it in my house, because this company discourage to keep a dog. What da....
Oh.. I miss KooKoo already. Hope KooKoo is ok and please don't get cold because its raining outside.
Peace,
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Good morning,
Mengambil kesempatan di dalam kesuntukkan masa. Menyempat aku ni nak blogging. Pagi ni xda buat apa sebenarnya. Just duduk di ofis jer. Boss pun xda juga. Aku masuk office nak check apa2 yang perlu dibuat. Habis kerja, kita layan la internet. Tak gitu?? Hehehe.
Hujung minggu ni tak balik rumah. Duduk tempat kerja jer. Berehat di ladang apa kurang nya. Best tau! Boleh pergi memancing, cari-cari sayur. Bukan apa, dapat la juga jimatkan duit minyak. Semenjak dua menjak ni dah ada baby baru, setiap kali pergi bandar dan balik ke ladang mesti RM100.00 melayang, itu utk sekali keluar bandar. Bayangkan aku keluar tiap kali hujung minggu??? Sebulan dah ada 4 minggu, kiranya 4 kali keluar bandar. RM400 aku belanjakan untuk minyak jer, belum lagi belanja untuk berjoli2 dengan family. Gaji ape jer ada oii.. Sah-sah mmg tak cukup makan gaji aku tu. Ni perihal gaji la kan. Gaji yang tak pernah cukup. Maklum la, orang makan gaji macam aku ni mesti pernah merasa semua ni. Cakap panjang jela pun takkan habis kisah gaji yang tak pernah cukup ni. Lain la kalau majikan kasi naikkan gaji sampai 10-20%. Mimpi la aku. Hehehehe. :) Tapi kena syukurla dengan apa yang ada. Betulkan? Jom Hi-5.
Aku ada satu misi. Hari tu ada posted pasal misi aku. In progress la kiranya misi aku ni. Hasilnya pun masih in progress. Kira IN PROGRESS la semuanya. Ataupun istilah lain nya PENDING??? No, I deny it. Memang in progress. Cuma saya perlu sabar. sabar. sabar. :) Kan sabar tu separuh daripada iman. Hehehehe. Mari senyum semua. Bila kita senyum kita akan rasa bahagia, ceria, dan rasa muda. Tak percaya?? Jangan la kamu senyum selamanya, kamu akan rasa muram dan tua disebabkan STRESS! Jadi senyumlah. :)
What ever it is, have in faith. What is written to you, that's your fate. U can't change it but u can control your life. (apa aku cakap ni??).
Ok la, have to go. See u in my next entry. Cheerio.
Peace,
Mengambil kesempatan di dalam kesuntukkan masa. Menyempat aku ni nak blogging. Pagi ni xda buat apa sebenarnya. Just duduk di ofis jer. Boss pun xda juga. Aku masuk office nak check apa2 yang perlu dibuat. Habis kerja, kita layan la internet. Tak gitu?? Hehehe.
Hujung minggu ni tak balik rumah. Duduk tempat kerja jer. Berehat di ladang apa kurang nya. Best tau! Boleh pergi memancing, cari-cari sayur. Bukan apa, dapat la juga jimatkan duit minyak. Semenjak dua menjak ni dah ada baby baru, setiap kali pergi bandar dan balik ke ladang mesti RM100.00 melayang, itu utk sekali keluar bandar. Bayangkan aku keluar tiap kali hujung minggu??? Sebulan dah ada 4 minggu, kiranya 4 kali keluar bandar. RM400 aku belanjakan untuk minyak jer, belum lagi belanja untuk berjoli2 dengan family. Gaji ape jer ada oii.. Sah-sah mmg tak cukup makan gaji aku tu. Ni perihal gaji la kan. Gaji yang tak pernah cukup. Maklum la, orang makan gaji macam aku ni mesti pernah merasa semua ni. Cakap panjang jela pun takkan habis kisah gaji yang tak pernah cukup ni. Lain la kalau majikan kasi naikkan gaji sampai 10-20%. Mimpi la aku. Hehehehe. :) Tapi kena syukurla dengan apa yang ada. Betulkan? Jom Hi-5.
Aku ada satu misi. Hari tu ada posted pasal misi aku. In progress la kiranya misi aku ni. Hasilnya pun masih in progress. Kira IN PROGRESS la semuanya. Ataupun istilah lain nya PENDING??? No, I deny it. Memang in progress. Cuma saya perlu sabar. sabar. sabar. :) Kan sabar tu separuh daripada iman. Hehehehe. Mari senyum semua. Bila kita senyum kita akan rasa bahagia, ceria, dan rasa muda. Tak percaya?? Jangan la kamu senyum selamanya, kamu akan rasa muram dan tua disebabkan STRESS! Jadi senyumlah. :)
What ever it is, have in faith. What is written to you, that's your fate. U can't change it but u can control your life. (apa aku cakap ni??).
Ok la, have to go. See u in my next entry. Cheerio.
Peace,
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