You

You,
Yes, you are the one that I dreamt about,
I dream about you every night lately.
But, why?
Why must you, boy?
Is that because you were thinking about me,
Or because I never let you go actually??
I don't know what is happening with myself now.
Why can't I accept that you were not mine anymore?
You are belong to your wife.
Why can't I get it over?
What am I expected from you?
No, I do not expecting something from you.
I just need more time to heal my wound,
Even though its already 4 years passed,
Its still bleeding.
Your happiness is my suffering.
Anyway, I hope my feeling is temporary,
I believe I will get myself free,
Free from this suffer.

Peace,
Love....
Ms. Loneliness